It was a successful opening night for Sweeney Todd. There were the usual bobbles, as no performance will ever truly be perfect, but it was still an event that could be considered almost magical. The audience was transfixed, almost as if watching a movie instead of a live theater event. There were even very few noticeable comments from Maurice, who can usually be heard from the darkness whenever he is in attendance.
As I stood backstage waiting to make my entrance and sing "Green Finch and Linnet Bird" I felt a nervousness I had never really experienced before. I am not the type of person to suffer from acute nervousness, yet for some reason this show and this part frightens me in a way no other has before. The music, especially in the song "Kiss Me" is so incredibly difficult. One forgetful moment could spell disaster for the entire song. It is so incredibly quick with so many words...It's easy to get completely wrapped up in over thinking it.
About halfway through "Green Finch" I realized I was letting my mind take over, and not allowing myself to simply enjoy the performance. The moment I gave over to instinct I was able to let Johanna take flight. The notes were easier to sing, the words simply came out of my mouth instead of me having to force them...I allowed myself to put a bit of trust in my own abilities. That is not always an easy task for me.
I felt connected to Johanna and to my portrayal of her. Making her both vulnerable and incredibly strong is not an easy task. It's a fine balance I wasn't always able to find during the rehearsal process. So tonight, I hope to go into this a little wiser, and a little more comfortable with the character I've given life to. Tomorrow night, when this is all over, I'll be sad to let her go and say goodbye to the fun we created as a cast.
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